Yes, this is exactly the problem I have. As an adult I want to do all the things I could never do as a kid, and how am I meant to do that when I'm wasting my life putting hours and hours into a job I despise that's going to end up putting me on antidepressants or something? |:

I could do 9-5 if it was a job I loved, but ugh, I'd be lucky to find one right now that's within a reasonable distance.