Customary BAWWWing... and other stuff.
Aug. 4th, 2009 07:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
blood_wingedIt occurred to me a few nights ago - what is the thing I regret most in life? It didn't really take me long to come to a conclusion. All my life, in everything I've ever done, I've never put 100% into it. That's why my relationships fail, why can't seem to keep friends, why I have no social life (not that I really want one) and why every time I get a grade back I know I could have done better. I could be scoring consistant 70+'s at university if I put as much effort into my work as I did avoiding it. It's all fine and well to say I'll put in the work next year but I know I won't, because I said the same thing last year and it didn't happen. I just drift through life oblivious to most things around me, somehow lucky enough to continually get good marks in my work. Sometimes I wonder if people on the outside looking at me actually realise how little effort I put in.
Yeah, I'm done bawwwing. I had a shower half way through writing that and forgot most of what I wanted to bawww about.
My Xbox is working again. My awesome friend Matt bought a new Xbox and gave me his old hard drive, which is a 120GB one, six times bigger than the one I had before. I love it. I'm getting better at Soul Calibur 4, so I can beat Richard's ass at it when I next go to his house which will probably be some time next week. Hopefully. I've also been playing through Fable 2 again, which has been fun but now the main quest is over there's a kind of hollowness about it. I miss the other characters even if I do have my dog running about with me.
Speaking of my dog, I now have him in my room lying on my bed. He's not been well the past few days so he hasn't been getting much food. He's a bit listless. I can't say I blame him, I think I would be too.
At least if he's in here he isn't at the back door barking.
I'm gonna get some writing done, if Cold Case doesn't distract me too much.
Yeah, I'm done bawwwing. I had a shower half way through writing that and forgot most of what I wanted to bawww about.
My Xbox is working again. My awesome friend Matt bought a new Xbox and gave me his old hard drive, which is a 120GB one, six times bigger than the one I had before. I love it. I'm getting better at Soul Calibur 4, so I can beat Richard's ass at it when I next go to his house which will probably be some time next week. Hopefully. I've also been playing through Fable 2 again, which has been fun but now the main quest is over there's a kind of hollowness about it. I miss the other characters even if I do have my dog running about with me.
Speaking of my dog, I now have him in my room lying on my bed. He's not been well the past few days so he hasn't been getting much food. He's a bit listless. I can't say I blame him, I think I would be too.
At least if he's in here he isn't at the back door barking.
I'm gonna get some writing done, if Cold Case doesn't distract me too much.
