Meh.

[blood_winged]

I am so damn sick of being told what to do all the time. I know I need to sort myself out and I know I need a job, and I don't need Miss Perfect Little Sister in my ear all the time telling me that I quit my last one. I know I quit my last job, because I was sick of being yelled at and verbally abused every time I went to work (an 'artistic temperament' is not an excuse), and going to university was a perfect excuse to get the hell out of there. One day I'm going to have a great life and a job I love but for now I'm just trying to go for ten damn minutes without somebody in this house reminding me of how useless they think I am. I already know, I've heard them talking when they think I don't hear - or at least when I hope they don't hear, because it's just cruel if they know I'm listening - and knowing it doesn't really motivate me to better myself. Maybe it should, but it doesn't.