Rawr.

I'm only posting because I haven't updated in four days.

Well, not very much has happened. I've been out very little, which is normal, and have slept a lot, which is also normal. I keep waking up with thudding headaches which is no doubt due to my sleeping all day. At the moment I'm lying in bed with the distinct feeling that it is a lot later than half past midnight, when I can see quite clearly that it isn't. I also have a sleeping Benny, who is very cute.

I've ordered the dress for my cosplay next month, and it should be on its way to me soon so that's something to look forward to. On the 13th the person I want to order the ears off should be back so I'm hoping to get those then, and my costume will be complete. I thankfully didn't have to pay anything for the hotel, thanks to my dad chipping in the rest of the money I needed, which means I'll be able to afford to eat properly while I'm away (always a good thing). The only bad thing about MCM is having to get up at 6am so we can get to the coach on time. I'll either go to sleep early or not sleep at all, I think. Either way I'll have to make sure at least one of us is awake so they can wake the other up. I'm also going to try to not take an enormously heavy bag, because it's no fun carrying those around.

Next weekend I should have my new camera. After I asked for it early I didn't expect to have it this month but hey, I can't say I'm complaining. It means I'll have lots of time to play with it and learn what it does before I take it to MCM with me. Which reminds me, I need to buy a bag that I can take with my costume, because that blue denim one just won't do.

Oh yes, I made some more icons. Here you go:



Very quick ones. But I am totally an Akaito/Mikuo shipper. Ohyes. They go together like Kaito and Miku <3

Anything else..? Oh yes, my phone is Jesus. You want an explanation? Alright, then. I had a friend over, and we were playfighting on the bed, and one of us (not naming names... Matt) kicked over a cup of coffee. All over my phone. I thought it was okay, then to my horror realised that none of the buttons worked. However, after several hours of the thing looking like it was on life support (linked to my PC, charging, in a phone holder), it came back to life! Apparently the coffee didn't do it any harm. I have to say I'm relieved. I didn't fancy paying for a new phone on top of everything else I've needed to fork out for this month.

All's well that ends well. I have some Reaver-torturing to do. I know I keep saying that, but I'm really doing it this time.
 

Meh.

I am so damn sick of being told what to do all the time. I know I need to sort myself out and I know I need a job, and I don't need Miss Perfect Little Sister in my ear all the time telling me that I quit my last one. I know I quit my last job, because I was sick of being yelled at and verbally abused every time I went to work (an 'artistic temperament' is not an excuse), and going to university was a perfect excuse to get the hell out of there. One day I'm going to have a great life and a job I love but for now I'm just trying to go for ten damn minutes without somebody in this house reminding me of how useless they think I am. I already know, I've heard them talking when they think I don't hear - or at least when I hope they don't hear, because it's just cruel if they know I'm listening - and knowing it doesn't really motivate me to better myself. Maybe it should, but it doesn't.